I Took An MBTI Test Again

Because I’m bored and I’m not feeling like myself lately, I took an MBTI test… again. What’s better than learning about yourself through a personality test? Right?!

And I got ISTP-A as a result. Should I be bothered that my personality changed a lot? or should I be happy because that could mean I’m evolving?

Last year, I was an INFJ, this July, I’m an INFP, and now I’m an ISTP. I attached below a screen capture of my result for you to compare.

That’s a lot of difference compared to INFJ and INFP though. No wonder I’m not feeling like myself lately? I don’t know what to think.

Virtuosos are typically steady for a while, but then they suddenly get a burst of impulsive energy that makes them pursue new interests. They enjoy living in the present and don’t stress about the future. They’re always eager to try new activities and experiences. The thought of being stuck scares them the most. What matters most to Virtuosos is the freedom to explore, make their own plans, and control their own lives. These are just some of the few insights about Virtuosos I got from 16 personalities that I found relatable. I think I’ve always been an ISTP, which is weird because why did I get that result just now? Maybe I’m a mix of the three and it just depends on my mood 🤷.

I don’t like the notion of being identified as something; nothing in the world is constant. I think no personality test or zodiac sign can ever define who you are or what you are. Some people may go overboard to judge and hate you just because of your birth chart which I think is stupid. It’s not something you have control over and I don’t like the idea of people basing their personality or identity on zodiac signs and personality tests.

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Taylor Swift Eras Tour Movie

Hiii….

I just attended the Taylor Swift Eras Tour movie with my friend. She invited me and booked the movie tickets on the same day. Most seats were already occupied, and the only remaining seat is the one in front. We then watched the movie the following day. Its so abrupt, but I like the spontaneity of it.

I’m not really a Swiftie, but lately, I just find myself immersed in mainstream things like, for example, the Barbie movie.

I used to not like mainstream things just because most people liked them, and I don’t like trends or jumping on bandwagons.

Moving back during the pandemic, I saw most of the things I like turn mainstream, like the songs I listen to (Strawberry blonde) and the things I’m interested in, so I don’t know where to put myself anymore. If the things I liked turned mainstream, does that mean I like mainstream things? (Am I thinking too much?)

Back to the topic, I really enjoyed the movie. It feels like a concert, and at the same time, it feels like I’m soundtripping with a lot of people who also like the same music. It was a good experience.

What I like about listening to Taylor’s music is that there will be moments where you can relate to some lines of her songs and feel them. It could be because someone has done things to me that Taylor Swift has written about or will write about. Its amazing how she was able to express her feelings and tell stories in the form of songs.

The My Tears Ricochet song is so moving. Shake it off has hyped everyone up. Each song she sang during the movie became my favorite song. Its crazy!

I created a playlist of Taylor Swift songs that I liked this year. Most of them I can relate to. I also made shuffles for my favorite lines, which you can check out below. I hope you like it.

With love,

-Belle

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2022 Playlist

Helloooooooo!!!

I hope your day is going well.

Here’s another playlist I made in 2022. I now plan on making a playlist each year. Like a playlist for each season of my life.

In 2022, I’ve learned to accept being alone and realize that it’s not that bad.

I’ve read a quote before saying something like, “You’re born alone and will die alone”. I liked that quote before, but I don’t think I fully understood it at that time. But now I finally understand what it meant and why a character would say such a sad line.

Maybe I’m meant to be alone. Thinking about it, maybe if I went with the flow or stop doing things just to keep myself from losing people early on in my life, I’d really end up alone.

It’s ridiculous how many times I mentioned the word alone. Anywayyy I might as well just do cool stuff, go to cool places, or whatever.

-LonelyBelle

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Vecna Playlist

Hiii..

I created this playlist just in case Vecna (from Stranger Things) tries to take me, but honestly, I’ll go with him willingly after knowing that he’s Jaime 🤭. I’ve had a crush on him ever since I saw him in The Mortal Instruments.

-Belle

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Just Like Magic

Hi there..

Here’s my first playlist blog for the year 2022.

Since it’s a new year, this is my chance for a fresh start because last year… I’m not sure what happened there, but I know its not good. It was a mess. I’m a mess.

This year, I want to cultivate my self-worth, embrace self-love, and immerse myself in a positive mindset. Then see where that will take me.

In the past, I used to picture myself as characters from books I’d read and think about what they’d do in my situation. Its easier for me to make decisions or do things that are challenging for me that way.

There were traits these characters have that I wish I had, for example, confidence or self-esteem. Traits I can’t just have with a snap of a finger. Now, I’m into the idea of a highest self. A somehow fictional character, but its me in the future if everything turns out well.

I’ve curated a playlist that mirrors the essence of what I envision my highest self to be or what I want to manifest my future self to be. I hope you enjoy it and that it proves beneficial as you explore your own journey towards your highest self.

With love,
-Belle

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2021 Playlist

Hello there!

We’re almost at the end of the year.

This year started fine for me; it peaked so much in the middle and dropped hard at the end.

It made me question: Was there a thin line between happiness and rage???

Lately, I’m having problems with rage. There’s nothing to worry about, though, because it fades away so fast that I’m only left feeling like shit.

I’ll end this post with something I’ve been thinking about lately: love is not supposed to feel like a chore, a burden, or an obligation, right? With a love that’s sweet like honey… I guess I’m a mosquito?? 😟

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Novacain

Dear you,

It was October 31 today. October’s final day, hence…

Happy (Hollow)Halloween?

Sometimes I wish I could just feel nothing—no pain, no sadness, and no anger—but if I do not feel any of that, am I still alive?

Living is feeling everything at once. If you’ve never experienced grief, you can’t be happy.

I like to believe that suffering, grief, and difficult experiences teach us to appreciate the good things in life more. They make happiness feel more attainable and more genuine.

Ps. If you find a moment to explore my latest playlist, I’d appreciate it. Just me attempting to recreate the sensation of Novacain through this musical compilation.

– Belle

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Maybe I want a love that consumes

Hi…

I put my saved songs on shuffle today, and something mystic just happened.

I’m 15 years old again. (I just finished reading the entire Vampire Diaries book and was sooo lovestruck with Damon. I’m inlove yet heartbroken. I was having a hard time accepting that a fictional vampire from a book is not real 😭.)

These songs are what I listened to back then.

It reminded me of the stupid things I did. Like putting my hair up. Trying to expose my neck, believing that a vampire would notice and be tempted to drink my blood. Things like leaving my window open. Instead of a vampire… all I got were mosquito bites 🤦.

Can you imagine a very attractive vampire totally falling for you? Who is sarcastic and funny and kind of bad but has a soft spot for you? Who will give you the world and love you for eternity? I mean, don’t we all want that kind of love? Like, can someone make that happen, please?

Anyway, here is the playlist. I hope you like it 💝

Ps. If you’re a ‘delena’ fan and you haven’t read the book yet, then read Shadow Souls. There’s a lot of Damon and Elena moments there. 

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Coronavirus Playlist – 2020

Hellooo! I’m hoping all is well with you.

It appears that the pandemic is still very much alive in 2021 〜(＞＜)〜

Last year, I made a playlist to describe how I felt in 2020.

Since the pandemic began, I’ve been listening to these tunes as my soundtrack for the year 2020. I hope you enjoy it despite everything…

Put on your headphones (maybe look up at the sky) and stream the playlist below 🙂

Stay safe!
-Belle

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Sad Music for Bad Days

Hi!

Its me again 😀

I’ve been feeling a bit heavy lately. What’s frustrating is that I don’t even know why.

Maybe my stupid hormones has something to do with this 🙄

Negative times negative is positive, right???

I read somewhere that listening to sad music gives us a healthy outlet of our emotions.

That is why I created this playlist. Now I’m sharing this with you in the hopes that it will be helpful, whatever you’re going through right now.

When I listen to these songs, I usually lie down on my bed, plug in my headset, and stare at the ceiling. It’ll also be much better if its raining 😉

Your emo girl,
-Belle

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