Maybe I want a love that consumes

Hi…

I put my saved songs on shuffle today, and something mystic just happened.

I’m 15 years old again. (I just finished reading the entire Vampire Diaries book and was sooo lovestruck with Damon. I’m inlove yet heartbroken. I was having a hard time accepting that a fictional vampire from a book is not real 😭.)

These songs are what I listened to back then.

It reminded me of the stupid things I did. Like putting my hair up. Trying to expose my neck, believing that a vampire would notice and be tempted to drink my blood. Things like leaving my window open. Instead of a vampire… all I got were mosquito bites 🤦.

Can you imagine a very attractive vampire totally falling for you? Who is sarcastic and funny and kind of bad but has a soft spot for you? Who will give you the world and love you for eternity? I mean, don’t we all want that kind of love? Like, can someone make that happen, please?

Anyway, here is the playlist. I hope you like it 💝

Ps. If you’re a ‘delena’ fan and you haven’t read the book yet, then read Shadow Souls. There’s a lot of Damon and Elena moments there. 

Coronavirus Playlist – 2020

Hellooo! I’m hoping all is well with you.

It appears that the pandemic is still very much alive in 2021 〜(＞＜)〜

Last year, I made a playlist to describe how I felt in 2020.

Since the pandemic began, I’ve been listening to these tunes as my soundtrack for the year 2020. I hope you enjoy it despite everything…

Put on your headphones (maybe look up at the sky) and stream the playlist below 🙂

Stay safe!
-Belle

Sad Music for Bad Days

Hi!

Its me again 😀

I’ve been feeling a bit heavy lately. What’s frustrating is that I don’t even know why.

Maybe my stupid hormones has something to do with this 🙄

Negative times negative is positive, right???

I read somewhere that listening to sad music gives us a healthy outlet of our emotions.

That is why I created this playlist. Now I’m sharing this with you in the hopes that it will be helpful, whatever you’re going through right now.

When I listen to these songs, I usually lie down on my bed, plug in my headset, and stare at the ceiling. It’ll also be much better if its raining 😉

Your emo girl,
-Belle

Wifi Isn’t The Only Thing With Instant Connection

Hallo!

I just want to share this playlist because I felt nice last month.

I won’t deny myself the simple pleasure of saying true things anymore.

I love you, and I’m glad I exist.

playlist 💓⬇️

Sincerely,
Belle

 

2019 Playlist

Hi Hiiii

This is the playlist I created in 2019. I’m going through changes during this time.

I just shoved here any song that I thought sounded good. This playlist is what I listened to in 2019 every morning before going to my internship, when I hang out, and during road trips.

I really loved every song in this playlist that I listened to it until 2020.

With love,
-Belle