Vecna Playlist

Hiii..

I created this playlist just in case Vecna (from Stranger Things) tries to take me, but honestly, I’ll go with him willingly after knowing that he’s Jaime 🤭. I’ve had a crush on him ever since I saw him in The Mortal Instruments.

-Belle

Just Like Magic

Hi there..

Here’s my first playlist blog for the year 2022.

Since it’s a new year, this is my chance for a fresh start because last year… I’m not sure what happened there, but I know its not good. It was a mess. I’m a mess.

This year, I want to cultivate my self-worth, embrace self-love, and immerse myself in a positive mindset. Then see where that will take me.

In the past, I used to picture myself as characters from books I’d read and think about what they’d do in my situation. Its easier for me to make decisions or do things that are challenging for me that way.

There were traits these characters have that I wish I had, for example, confidence or self-esteem. Traits I can’t just have with a snap of a finger. Now, I’m into the idea of a highest self. A somehow fictional character, but its me in the future if everything turns out well.

I’ve curated a playlist that mirrors the essence of what I envision my highest self to be or what I want to manifest my future self to be. I hope you enjoy it and that it proves beneficial as you explore your own journey towards your highest self.

With love,
-Belle

2021 Playlist

Hello there!

We’re almost at the end of the year.

This year started fine for me; it peaked so much in the middle and dropped hard at the end.

It made me question: Was there a thin line between happiness and rage???

Lately, I’m having problems with rage. There’s nothing to worry about, though, because it fades away so fast that I’m only left feeling like shit.

I’ll end this post with something I’ve been thinking about lately: love is not supposed to feel like a chore, a burden, or an obligation, right? With a love that’s sweet like honey… I guess I’m a mosquito?? 😟

Novacain

Dear you,

It was October 31 today. October’s final day, hence…

Happy (Hollow)Halloween?

Sometimes I wish I could just feel nothing—no pain, no sadness, and no anger—but if I do not feel any of that, am I still alive?

Living is feeling everything at once. If you’ve never experienced grief, you can’t be happy.

I like to believe that suffering, grief, and difficult experiences teach us to appreciate the good things in life more. They make happiness feel more attainable and more genuine.

Ps. If you find a moment to explore my latest playlist, I’d appreciate it. Just me attempting to recreate the sensation of Novacain through this musical compilation.

– Belle

Maybe I want a love that consumes

Hi…

I put my saved songs on shuffle today, and something mystic just happened.

I’m 15 years old again. (I just finished reading the entire Vampire Diaries book and was sooo lovestruck with Damon. I’m inlove yet heartbroken. I was having a hard time accepting that a fictional vampire from a book is not real 😭.)

These songs are what I listened to back then.

It reminded me of the stupid things I did. Like putting my hair up. Trying to expose my neck, believing that a vampire would notice and be tempted to drink my blood. Things like leaving my window open. Instead of a vampire… all I got were mosquito bites 🤦.

Can you imagine a very attractive vampire totally falling for you? Who is sarcastic and funny and kind of bad but has a soft spot for you? Who will give you the world and love you for eternity? I mean, don’t we all want that kind of love? Like, can someone make that happen, please?

Anyway, here is the playlist. I hope you like it 💝

Ps. If you’re a ‘delena’ fan and you haven’t read the book yet, then read Shadow Souls. There’s a lot of Damon and Elena moments there. 

Coronavirus Playlist – 2020

Hellooo! I’m hoping all is well with you.

It appears that the pandemic is still very much alive in 2021 〜(＞＜)〜

Last year, I made a playlist to describe how I felt in 2020.

Since the pandemic began, I’ve been listening to these tunes as my soundtrack for the year 2020. I hope you enjoy it despite everything…

Put on your headphones (maybe look up at the sky) and stream the playlist below 🙂

Stay safe!
-Belle

Sad Music for Bad Days

Hi!

Its me again 😀

I’ve been feeling a bit heavy lately. What’s frustrating is that I don’t even know why.

Maybe my stupid hormones has something to do with this 🙄

Negative times negative is positive, right???

I read somewhere that listening to sad music gives us a healthy outlet of our emotions.

That is why I created this playlist. Now I’m sharing this with you in the hopes that it will be helpful, whatever you’re going through right now.

When I listen to these songs, I usually lie down on my bed, plug in my headset, and stare at the ceiling. It’ll also be much better if its raining 😉

Your emo girl,
-Belle

Wifi Isn’t The Only Thing With Instant Connection

Hallo!

I just want to share this playlist because I felt nice last month.

I won’t deny myself the simple pleasure of saying true things anymore.

I love you, and I’m glad I exist.

playlist 💓⬇️

Sincerely,
Belle

 

2019 Playlist

Hi Hiiii

This is the playlist I created in 2019. I’m going through changes during this time.

I just shoved here any song that I thought sounded good. This playlist is what I listened to in 2019 every morning before going to my internship, when I hang out, and during road trips.

I really loved every song in this playlist that I listened to it until 2020.

With love,
-Belle