Maybe I want a love that consumes

Hi… something strange happened today 🦇

I hit shuffle on my saved songs… and suddenly, I was 15 again.

Back then, I had just finished reading The Vampire Diaries series and was completely, tragically in love with Damon Salvatore. That deep, soul-crushing kind of love for someone who didn’t even exist 😭

These were the songs I listened to during that era.

I remembered the silly things I did like tying my hair up to show off my neck, hoping a vampire would notice. I’d leave my window open at night, fully believing he might appear.

Who hasn’t fantasized about a dangerously charming vampire falling for them?

One who’s sarcastic, bad in the best way, and would literally love you forever?

Anywayyy… here’s the playlist. A portal to my teenage fever dream.

I hope it reminds you of something too 💘

P.S. If you’re a Delena fan and haven’t read the book, Read Shadow Souls… you’re welcome.

With eternal love,
– Belle

Coronavirus Playlist – 2020

Hi, I hope you’re doing okay 🌫️

It’s wild to think that in 2021, the pandemic still feels so present.

Back in 2020, I created a playlist that sort of captured what that year felt like to me. These songs became my quiet soundtrack… something to play while looking out the window or lying still.

I thought I’d share it with you. Maybe it could bring you a sense of comfort?

🎧 Plug in your headphones, look up at the sky, and press play.

Stay safe!
-Belle

Sad Music for Bad Days

Hi, it’s Belle again ☁️

Lately, I’ve been feeling a little… heavy. The kind of weight you can’t quite explain. Maybe it’s just the weather. Or maybe its my stupid hormones 🙃

But here’s something interesting I read:

Listening to sad music can actually help us process emotions in a healthy way.

It’s like giving your feelings a soft place to land. aaand negative times negative is positive right?

So I made a playlist. Its nothing too dramatic, just a space to breathe, cry a little, or simply stare at the ceiling (preferably while it’s raining).

I’m sharing it here in case you need it too.

-EmoBelle

Wifi Isn’t The Only Thing With Instant Connection

Hallo!

Just sharing this playlist because I felt really nice last month.

I’ve decided not to deny myself the simple pleasure of saying true things anymore.

I love you, and I’m glad I exist.

Sincerely,
Belle

 

2019 Playlist

Hi Hiiii

Here’s a playlist I made back in 2019, during a time when I was going through a lot of changes.

I basically threw in any song that felt good to me at the moment. This playlist is what I listened to in 2019 every morning before going to my internship, while hanging out, and during road trips.

I loved every song here so much that I kept listening to it well into 2020.

With love,
-Belle