Maybe I want a love that consumes

Hi… something strange happened today 🦇

I hit shuffle on my saved songs… and suddenly, I was 15 again.

Back then, I had just finished reading The Vampire Diaries series and was completely, tragically in love with Damon Salvatore. That deep, soul-crushing kind of love for someone who didn’t even exist 😭

These were the songs I listened to during that era.

I remembered the silly things I did like tying my hair up to show off my neck, hoping a vampire would notice. I’d leave my window open at night, fully believing he might appear.

Who hasn’t fantasized about a dangerously charming vampire falling for them?

One who’s sarcastic, bad in the best way, and would literally love you forever?

Anywayyy… here’s the playlist. A portal to my teenage fever dream.

I hope it reminds you of something too 💘

P.S. If you’re a Delena fan and haven’t read the book, Read Shadow Souls… you’re welcome.

With eternal love,
– Belle