Maybe I want a love that consumes

Hi…

I put my saved songs on shuffle today, and something mystic just happened.

I’m 15 years old again. (I just finished reading the entire Vampire Diaries book and was sooo lovestruck with Damon. I’m inlove yet heartbroken. I was having a hard time accepting that a fictional vampire from a book is not real 😭.)

These songs are what I listened to back then.

It reminded me of the stupid things I did. Like putting my hair up. Trying to expose my neck, believing that a vampire would notice and be tempted to drink my blood. Things like leaving my window open. Instead of a vampire… all I got were mosquito bites 🤦.

Can you imagine a very attractive vampire totally falling for you? Who is sarcastic and funny and kind of bad but has a soft spot for you? Who will give you the world and love you for eternity? I mean, don’t we all want that kind of love? Like, can someone make that happen, please?

Anyway, here is the playlist. I hope you like it 💝

Ps. If you’re a ‘delena’ fan and you haven’t read the book yet, then read Shadow Souls. There’s a lot of Damon and Elena moments there.