Romanticizing Life

Hi,

How are you?

I hope you’re okay. Have you seen the meteor shower yesterday? or was it 2 days ago?

Its almost the end of April and I have this feeling of dread ever since March. Why do I feel like I’m doing so much but I’m not finishing or accomplishing anything? Last March I have spent so much time planning and organizing. April is the month I’m supposed to take action but I was paralyzed doing things slowly. I wish I could just stop time like Hermione, that way I’ll have so much time before my set deadline.

Today I suddenly felt the need to share a new playlist to you. It also feels like so much time has passed since I last shared a playlist.

This one is a playlist I made a long time ago. Intended to help me romanticize life more. I haven’t got the need to listen to this so far and forgot I made this.

I have alot of things I’d like to share about my life lately and I’m not sure if sharing it along this playlist is the right thing to do but I’ll do it anyways. I’ve been eating alot of sweets lately and I’m worried. I never like eating sweet things. When I eat something sweet I feel like I’m getting high blood but lately I’ve been wanting to eat alot of sweets. Reading an article saying that eating sweets is not good for the skin and the brain is also not helping. I fear there’s a worm inside me that controls me to eat more sweets.

I’ve also been meditating 15 mins daily and practicing staring at the surroundings in panoramic for 5 mins. Hopefully that’s going to help with my focus and attention span and maybe induce lucid dreaming too? I’m also studying Spanish. I’m now in lesson 23 in Language Transfer (I want to write a post about my learnings soon) ugh! I can’t wait to finish it but my brain has forgotten its ability to retain information so I keep repeating lessons. Its the social media effect…

That’s it, I thought I have alot of things to share but that’s all I have. I hope you enjoy listening to this playlist and have a good day and have happy days ahead ❤️

Atentamente,

Belle